im taking a break from studying bio.tired i tell you.6 more days.takpe.persevere abit more.
dad and sis are coming back on the 29th.at night.so prolly i ll be making my way to the airport at 11 or 1030.kill time.
ahh.i miss them lah.usually the house will be so lively with them around..but now,lights off at 10.
and then i ll be all alone.studying outside.hoping that nothing would disturb me or something.i know im fucking paranoid.
lately,ive become this bloody sensitive ass.damn it la.i think its because of my period.cursing*
my feelings are unstable and sometimes i ll be mad for no apparent reason.its just not me.thank you friends for trying to cheer me up.but i just dont feel good today.and im sorry if i were to blow my tops suddenly.i dont know.now,i feel super sad.so dont try to irritate me,because i have very low tolerance now.


after n levels,i wanna bug dad to let me have yoga classes or kickboxing.
yoga for relaxing,kickboxing for a place to release my anger or something.
plus,i think both classes will help me lose weight:Phehe

back to study.chiow~

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rihanna:hate that i love you
i know.this song is history
but i think the lyrics are really sweet.
i think i only realised that recently.
the feeling's different.
each sentence does mean something
hmmm..
scroll down.the player is at the credits corner.

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you


ahh...im feeling so lovey dovey right now.
okey change topic.
n level is in another 10 more days
end of n level paper:9 oct.
after that im free baby!
hahhah.gona roll and laugh until my tummy falls out for all i care.
FREEEEEEEDOOOOMMMMM!no more touching those thick books and no more sick and tired brains.best.

bebe, i enjoyed being with you just now.
i love you.
p.s one day,im gona be sucessful in my mission.
heheh.you know what:D

Labels: je taime

ive got nothing to do.i just get to know that theres no madrasah but i have to come to the mosque to distribute porridges at the old folks home.why am i doing this?AMAL babee.hhahha.anyway,it has always been like that for the last three years,one more year wont hurt right?plus,i promised one of the nenek that i ll come.i like her.comel.no teeth.hehhehe.and shes super thin,turning hundred soon?wow.

nothing to write about.so let me write about myself.
*i like food.
*i eat alot,thats why im getting tembam you see
*Ima leo
:LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.
They are usually lucky in money matters, often having money given to them from unthought-of sources; but they crave love above all, and this is the one thing they seldom get.

i think horoscopes are stupid.hahah.but cant deny that some of the description is true.

*selenge bacin
*idiotic
*full of crap and nonsense
*likes to irritate
*often laugh like theres no tomorrow
*hate people who cancels plans last minute.(altho im one of them.oh wth)
*a real pain in the arse
*banyak babat.everywhere.(eyyy,but people say its nice to lay on.like pillow??!^^)
*malas nak mandi.hehhe
*loves taking picture.(i cant shoot,but i can pose?),wanna be a model someday.faceshots?,yea rightt..face so pimply.how to take faceshots.haha
*horny
*daddys girl
*biology!
*babies:D
*dancing
*violent(i hit,punch,pinch,bite when im angry)
*sports,except soccer.kaki bangku oiii
*shopping!
*money.yum yum
*sleeps like a pig,oh wait!thats lina
*dreams to be an air stewardess for singapore airlines
*likes baking
*smelly(but i like perfume:D)
*sweet stuffs
*movies!
*i treasure companionship
*i miss people way too easily
*when i love something,i give my heart into it
but when i hate something or someone,i swear,i wont leave you in peace
*animals
*ben & jerrys ice cream
*chocolates is sex(macamane muke tak pimply syaaa.haiyo)
*hate cockroaches and cicak.eeeee

most importantly
*accept me for what i am.dont ever try to change me.if you dont like me,fuck off because i ll get pissed.
*dont judge me based on what you see
*bitch about me,youre only making me famous:)
*i want love
*i love my sweetheart and my loved ones:)

Labels: shake your booty:D

Atlast,a day to relax.
been having n level for the past three days.for god sake,its september holidays.not fair.hmmph.
bestfriend was kind enough to get me a complimentary haircut from toni and guy.thanks syg.
so head to bugis,cut cut cut.its a training academy,so i was like the guinea pig.
square layers,heard of it?
toni and guy is having this graduating party,and i was asked to be their hair model?ahahah.okeyy.so i need two more other people,whose hair length is around mine and who dances hip hop.anyone?
so give me a ring okey:D
after that,went to bugis,went to dc comics.didnt get my batman t shirt:(
gona search after raya or something.hahhah.money!heheh.cant wait.
met bebe after that,went to suntec,
dc comics,build a bear,topshop.
ate at burger king till nine.then head back home.
Having gastric sucks.

Look at us,
i think we're perfect you said.:)
*Dont you ever judge me by what i wear.
It hurts,you bloody motherfucker!
wait till its karma.i ll be glad:)


baby,you stood up for me.i love you:)

Labels: im glad im with you.

i just realised that im damn paranoid these past few days.i dont know why but i keep on having the feeling that someone is following and watching me.this feeling is creeping me out.maybe its because i watched the 'mirrors' trailer.super scary.
everytime im sitting at the table facing the living room,i would have the feeling that someone is sitting there,watching me.and then the hair on my back would be standing up.i really dont like this feeling.
maybe its also because ive been talking about people having photoshoots at the old changi hospital.i wanted to take shots over there too,but kak ema said its haunted.some stuffs will happen and blah blah blah.aini said that the place does look deserted,she also said that the nicest part of the hospital is the nursery.The toys are untouched and are arranged nicely.creepy mann
i wanna watch 'mirrors' when its out,but i dont think its worth my nights.

ive recently watched death rice.F******* nice !action packed,lotsa gore,killing,shooting!hahha.nice larhh.i wanna watch it again.so worth it.alot of vulgar also.hahah.but nc 16 movies cannot beat those m 18 ones.will lost count on how many vulgars that are packed in one sentence.

Tuesday,wednesday and thursday will be my n level papers.been reading malay books.for the sake of n level,or nooottt,wont even touch it.but so far,its not bad larh.but i prefer english books.easier to read.
off to study.im gona roll and scream and shout after n levels.ahhaha.like some escaped hospitalised mad person.heeee~

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