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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
threw it all away
AUGUST.time flies so fast.its the prelims period,and im sick of not being able to apply what ive learned on the papers.it just suck.everything just goes to waste.
i just finished reading horoscope predictions for the month of august:
Humans have a remarkable capacity to forget the ugly and remember the beautiful. That gift alone can be our salvation. Somehow, we all manage to retain the fond memories of a given circumstance and leave the painful ones to gather in the cracks of yesterday, no matter how onerous or impactful the memories. By this means we set ourselves up to repeat our mistakes. Leos will need to be cautious of this tendency in August. Perhaps an old flame who left you out to dry will be turning up on your doorstep begging for a second chance. Or maybe your own poor choice in action that previously caused turmoil in your life will be threatening to reappear in your current behavior (Adultery? Substance abuse? Law-breaking? Lying?). Whatever the temptation is, you must fight it. Dig up those bad memories of past repercussions and sit with them. You will realize that it's the wrong path to go down . This temptation is probably stemming from boredom. Stop and look around. You have more than a man or woman could ask for. Plug through this lull, and I promise you that you will be counting your blessings come September.
gives me the tingles mann.just creeps me out.i just hope non of it is true. i dont know what i ll do if it does. im gonna spend some time with aini this friday!yeayness.i miss babygurl so much. haha.babygurl ke pahh?!hhehe.
things i wanna buy by the end of dec: dslr or canon powershot G10 dresses and mango t shirts own a espirit jacket i phone prom stuffs
people kept saying i aint fat.its just that its more of a heavy bottom kinda thing.what do they call it?hourglass isit? hahah.no matter.i still think im gaining alot of weight. shall lose it.if i fail at doing that by dec,then forget it.i love my body the way it is.
im still thinking of you till this day, i dont wanna surrender to my feelings. but its just so hard when i miss you so much. why must any of this happened. i dont think i ll ever be happy. and i dont think im gonna take that plunge anytime soon. i dont wanna make that mistake ever again. save me from all this bullshit heartaches.
i m sick of getting sick.when is this throat gonna get better.i wanna eat my chocolates and cotton candiess:(((( currently,my voice sounds like as if i sucked helium gas. this is so dreadful.plus the pain,i cant talk as much.been doing dnt like erm forever.i wanna get this done and over with.
i hate blogggeerrrrrrr.cockup again.everything.sheeshhhh.
Mrs. Geek ended @ 9:04 PM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
that cranky mood
blogger is getting more irritating you know.the post layouts are distorted in a way.
ive been mugging,haha!aisyah mugging?never kannn.well i had i guess.for bio and maths only la. i went to mc today,wanna meet that red carpet guy,heehs.no la.ezam ezam.haha.theres nothing wrong with the way you walk lah dude.realllyyy. and i can tell you that no matter how hard you try to change it,its still gonna remain the same.trust meeeh. well,i got my apple crumble:D:D:Dthank you. did some bio and just when i was really getting into my work,i realised that my bag was lost.hahha.my gawddd. my incanto.damnnn.im gonna miss that perfume mann.plus my maths ws and my keys.normal naggings from mum.omg.5th time i lost the key.mcmane die tak bising.i should really knock my head real hard.sooo careless. im gonna continue doing my dnt.im sooo far behind.i dont think that A1 is within my grasp.fly fly fly birdieee.
i thank god that my pimples arent that bad. and for all those people who kept asking me whether its painful when you do facial,,yes it is. dont ask me what they do to my face,all i know is that there is this metal thingy,poking and scraping and i dont know what else.i can rightfully say that its sharp.the pain is just so excruciating.damnnnnnn. watched obssessed just now.superbb.and beyonce is uber hot.omgggg!too bad shes straight and taken. nachos and popcorn filled me up.oh ya,not forgetting 500g of famous amous cookies. ahhahah.your burp smells as tho you bake those cookies inside your tummy.hahha.monster.
waking up at 430am tomorrow to do dnt.this sucks.
Mrs. Geek ended @ 12:09 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
tearstains
M.J when he was 10.
such talent.jaw dropping.awesomeeeee.
wants:chocolate cream pie and see you laugh till your tummy hurts.
sometimes i just dont understand what went wrong. im trying to smile eventho i know my heart is aching.
so its like this.mummy bought 3 big bags of durians,open them up one by one and made durian porridge or something.now the whole house smells of that spiky fruit and makes my head spin. smelly fruit,now i feel like barfing. gastric flu.in and out of the toilet,vomit,eat,vomit.so now i gave up on eating and i shall just vomit whatever thats left in my stomach. School has been much hectic in the last one week..its hard trying to squeeze each and every tiny information.tomorrow theres this ss test based on venice.that chapter just burn and crash laaa..im clueless about the whole chapter.so deadddd.3 more months to o levels.god knows how im gonna juggle the 6 subjects. going to jakarta on nov 22.again.that same cycle. only this time,alone. wants:eat apple crumble & sit under the stars staring at your beautiful face.
Through these crazy times,its you who made me sing, your every line,your every word,your everything. your whispers still linger.
