AUGUST.time flies so fast.its the prelims period,and im sick of not being able to apply what ive learned on the papers.it just suck.everything just goes to waste.

i just finished reading horoscope predictions for the month of august:

Humans have a remarkable capacity to forget the ugly and remember the beautiful. That gift alone can be our salvation. Somehow, we all manage to retain the fond memories of a given circumstance and leave the painful ones to gather in the cracks of yesterday, no matter how onerous or impactful the memories. By this means we set ourselves up to repeat our mistakes. Leos will need to be cautious of this tendency in August. Perhaps an old flame who left you out to dry will be turning up on your doorstep begging for a second chance. Or maybe your own poor choice in action that previously caused turmoil in your life will be threatening to reappear in your current behavior (Adultery? Substance abuse? Law-breaking? Lying?). Whatever the temptation is, you must fight it. Dig up those bad memories of past repercussions and sit with them. You will realize that it's the wrong path to go down . This temptation is probably stemming from boredom. Stop and look around. You have more than a man or woman could ask for. Plug through this lull, and I promise you that you will be counting your blessings come September.

gives me the tingles mann.just creeps me out.i just hope non of it is true.
i dont know what i ll do if it does.
im gonna spend some time with aini this friday!yeayness.i miss babygurl so much.
haha.babygurl ke pahh?!hhehe.


things i wanna buy by the end of dec:
dslr or canon powershot G10
dresses and mango t shirts
own a espirit jacket
i phone
prom stuffs

people kept saying i aint fat.its just that its more of a heavy bottom kinda thing.what do they call it?hourglass isit?
hahah.no matter.i still think im gaining alot of weight.
shall lose it.if i fail at doing that by dec,then forget it.i love my body the way it is.

im still thinking of you till this day,
i dont wanna surrender to my feelings.
but its just so hard when i miss you so much.
why must any of this happened.
i dont think i ll ever be happy.
and i dont think im gonna take that plunge anytime soon.
i dont wanna make that mistake ever again.
save me from all this bullshit heartaches.

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