yes.im at jakarta now.
the flight to jakarta was sucky.
both people on my left and right are quiet people.and being quiet is annoying.
syg said'i think airline food is better than poppeye ayam'.
hahahha.its not like emirates.emirates is so much better.i had a plate of omellate with cheese and mushrooms with veges seasoned with pepper and salt.thats all.emirates is so so much better.
but im just glad im here safely.

reached jakarta around 8 singapore time.
some abang2s rushed to me and asked whether i needed help.
i only have one luggage.which i broke the handel.hahha.i think i can manage.
so i was like 'no,no.thanks'more than god knows how many times.
took my luggage.
went out,searched for dad but couldnt find him.waited at a corner.
again,people came up to me.ask this and that.i kept quiet.
smile smile.dunno for what.
i was scared.i didnt know this country.
i prayed so that dad would reach soon.

went back to the condo.
unpack.
now online.

thank you hunney for sending me to the airport.
i ll try to be strong.
connection over here sucks.
those messages were so sweet.
i love you baby
i miss you so much.
i wish that youre here with me.
its lonely here.....:(

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